Bittersweet endings...

♫ There's not a mean bone in my body

I never could be unkind

I know we're not talking

But there's something on my mind

It ain't righteous indignation

I don't plan to rant or rave

No need for us to fight and fuss

I just want to say

Have a nice rest of your life without me

I'll be proud to be a part of your history

If it makes you happy honey

Keep talking bad about me

And have a nice rest of your life without me - Randy Travis ♫

Well it's done. Signed, sealed, and delivered. I am officially divorced. About damn time. Only took 1 year and 7 months....dear Lord.

I honestly don't know if I would have been able to do this without my family and friends. I have never had a more awesome support system. This whole process has been full of  bittersweet moment because I have lost good friends and learned who my true ones are. Those who have stuck by my side through the thick and thin and the complete ups and downs.

A lot of this hasn't sunk in just yet. I'm still processing everything. I have my moments of 'YES. I win, this is over' to 'This is not how I wanted this to end'. I guess in this case that's natural and that's just how it goes. It is what it is (I swear I was just bitching about this phrase), these are the cards I have been dealt and from here I move forward. I love you my support system for all the times you've let me bitch, to being my shoulder to cry on, and to making me laugh at life and letting me know that everything will be okay.

So here's to opening a new chapter in my life as I sign off on the old one. A toast....to me and officially starting a new beginning.

♫ Somebody's gonna give you a lesson in leaving

Somebody’s gonna give you back what you been givin’

And I hope that I’m around

To watch’em knock you down

It’s like you to love ‘em and leave ‘em

Just like you loved me and left me

It’s like you to do that sort of thing

Over and over again

You’re a fool hearted man

I hear you’ve been asking about me

From some of my friends

But you better believe I’m not going

Through that again

You’re the kind of man

A women thinks she can change

Oh but the only thing changing

Is my way of thinking

And I’m thinking that maybe someday ♫